Thursday, November 03, 2005

Happiness is....

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Holding a newborn baby.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to
sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies..
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing
that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face
as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and
being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Daydream Believer

Miscellaneous things on my mind. Not sure why, nor do I care. Thought I may as well jot them down somewhere.

Crocodiles. No idea why, but about 5 times in the last two days I have pictured a crocodile and thought of the word crocodile.

People who collect dolls. I had a friend who collected porceline dolls, she had the most beautiful living room, we both worked at a furniture store, so everything was contemporary and high quality. Then...those ugly damn dolls, on one wall, on a bookcase and in curio cabinets. Whats up with that? I would cringe everytime I went to her house.

My age. I have been thinking about that alot lately. Went out the other night and some people I work with now thought I was early 20's. Ive been working there 4 months, Im not exactly a quiet person, pretty social with people. And they still thought I was young. Im starting to think that I dont act my age in a bad way. I have some more thinking to do on that.

Andrea. He has been on my mind, well, to be fair he is always on my mind, but recently its different. When I think of any problem im having, or decision I have to make he is making it with me. Its strange. Another thing I have to do some thinking on. Things are to a state of seriousness Ive never had before. Not time wise, I dated a man for 5yrs and was engaged, but this is different. Different than Led even. Its not even a conscious decision, he is just a part of my decisions, thoughts, etc. I have always been pretty independent and actually ended relationships for too much co-existing. Now I dont even think of it that way because its so natural, no trying to control me, or vice versa, its just....a fact of our lives I guess. Wierd.

Dreams.
I have had some wicked dreams lately. I stopped for awhile, they are back now. I wonder why.