Then and Now
I was just reflecting on my past, and on how different it is now compared to a year ago. I want to just jot down some of the major differences in my life.
Then: I lived in a 3 story duplex with my friend Tom and spend all of my time in my room
Now: I live in a one bedroom apartment and spend all of my time wherever the hell I feel like spending it.
Then: It was uncommon for me to be home more than 20 minutes at a time...I would work, come home, get ready, and go out.
Now: It is uncommon for me to be OUT of my house more than 20 minutes a day.
Then: I was so unhappy and thought I was never going to be able to love anyone again after Led. And was determined to be miserable forever
Now: Im looking forward to falling in love again and am excited for my future.
Then: I worked at a furniture store managing an office getting paid way to little to do way too much
Now: I am getting unemployment from before mentioned furniture store and am going to school to be able to do what I really want.
Then: I lived my life according to how I was supposed to.
Now: I live my life according to how I WANT to.
I think all in all Im alot luckier now and happier than before. I would not change any of my life...even the bad things. They make me who I am today. And Im pretty proud of myself for overcoming alot of what I have overcome. The only thing left to do is quit smoking...then I will have conquered all of my vices. And I will feel like nothing in the world can stop me from being who I want to be and getting all that I want!!!!
Quote of the day: " When your confidence flies away, just close your eyes and tell yourself that you can do it. Believe in yourself and you will come alive."
Karen John
Then: I lived in a 3 story duplex with my friend Tom and spend all of my time in my room
Now: I live in a one bedroom apartment and spend all of my time wherever the hell I feel like spending it.
Then: It was uncommon for me to be home more than 20 minutes at a time...I would work, come home, get ready, and go out.
Now: It is uncommon for me to be OUT of my house more than 20 minutes a day.
Then: I was so unhappy and thought I was never going to be able to love anyone again after Led. And was determined to be miserable forever
Now: Im looking forward to falling in love again and am excited for my future.
Then: I worked at a furniture store managing an office getting paid way to little to do way too much
Now: I am getting unemployment from before mentioned furniture store and am going to school to be able to do what I really want.
Then: I lived my life according to how I was supposed to.
Now: I live my life according to how I WANT to.
I think all in all Im alot luckier now and happier than before. I would not change any of my life...even the bad things. They make me who I am today. And Im pretty proud of myself for overcoming alot of what I have overcome. The only thing left to do is quit smoking...then I will have conquered all of my vices. And I will feel like nothing in the world can stop me from being who I want to be and getting all that I want!!!!
Quote of the day: " When your confidence flies away, just close your eyes and tell yourself that you can do it. Believe in yourself and you will come alive."
Karen John
posted by TheManagement at 1:37 PM
2 Comments:
Denny...I still spend way too much time trying to make other people happy...but now Im including myself.
I wanted to tell you that I always appreciate and enjoy your comments! Sarcastic, mean, funny, or sincere. So thank you for them!!
Happy and Blue.... a cowboy and a horsey, huh? Well I wish you luck on that ( I think ) and Denny...who DIDNT want to be a fire truck! haha I wanted to be be a Madam when I was a kid... you know, own a brothel and dress in all red and black satin and silk with feather boas... Is that normal?
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